The clock strikes twelve and we ring into the new year of 2020! My very first single is released! My friends blast it on the speaker as we hug and dance the night away. I think to myself, the roaring twenties are back and this is my year. That now seems all but a dream... I wake up to the stomping of feet and clanking of pots and pans at 5:45am. My head is pounding from the reckless night of drinking at my first official Zoom party. I open my eyes and I’m back in my childhood